Thursday, November 18, 2010
Home
8:08 AM
I have reached home already! Although this holiday need to do a lot of revisions to prepare for re-exam, I'll try my best to enjoy it in one way or another!
Observing your current situation now, I believed I shall not interfere! Good luck and have fun ya!
Without a song, the day would never end. It signifies a new starting and a perfect ending for everyday! Until forever...?
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
愚蠢的小子
9:46 AM
逗留在远方的小子，近来烦恼陆陆续续地涌进他的脑袋里，令他
闷闷不乐。不知何时何日，他已陷入了深渊。表面上，他看起来
淡然无恙，我想他的心底肯定很难受。
在一旁默默守候着的小子已受到重重的打击，可惜，他并没有气
馁。虽然有些事情已经到了无可挽救的地步，但愚蠢的小子却满
怀希望，继续向前迈进。有人曾劝他放弃这一个目标，但固执、
愚蠢的小子却屡劝不听。明知道事情不会开花结果的他，不顾一
切地往前奔波。
我想：这小子比谁都来得笨，但别忘了，他可是为了追求他独一
无二的梦想 ，才选择走上坎坷不平的道路、选择当一个傻瓜。
经历繁多的他，在不快乐时，学会了带着面具微笑。当没有人在
他的身旁，他学会了怎样面对孤独与恐惧。 他学会了先体谅别人
而不是自己。
此时此刻的他也学会了看透世界、看透人心，下定决心不把悲伤
传染给别人。他学会了不再幻想得到，那些不属于我的东西。
在心情低落时，他学会了轻轻的伤心，不发出声音。 他学会了伪
装自己，伪装成任何一个不是他的自我。
多么痛的领悟，你曾是我的全部，只是我回首来时路的每一步，都走得好孤独。
Monday, November 8, 2010
专属天使-Tank
6:47 PM
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
思念
6:31 PM
若已等待许久，为何现在才放弃呢？
别想太多了，只要坚持下去，肯定会雨过天晴！
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Nice and memorable song (:
8:03 AM
Love ya - SS501 (Translated to English)
Yeah here we go once again
Guess who’s back, let’s go
This one is all about you
I really hate you but i love you
So what can i do? Now listen
My heart aches when i see you, i can’t breathe, hold my hand.
He doesn’t love you, so why?
Why don’t you get it?
Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya
I am risking everything, i put a spell, ‘we can be so perfect’
I can’t live without you even if the world will turn against me
I can’t live without you.
Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya
I am sorry but i have been waiting for this moment,
I have been wanting forever,
That your long-time love would end.
Forget about him and wash him off from your mind.
He’s not meant to be with you.
So baby won’t you come to me,
I’ll make you make you happy
I am risking everything, i put a spell, ‘we can be so perfect’
I can’t live without you even if the world will turn against me
I can’t live without you.
Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya
At first, i wanted you to be happy
Even the man you are with can’t be me.
I have believed that all i needed is for you to be happy.
But i see tears in your eyes, i see sadness in you.
I can’t hold back anymore, I’m now getting crazy.
I cannot let it go, i gotta take you
This is our destiny yeah
I am risking everything, i put a spell, ‘we can be so perfect’
I can’t live without you even if the world will turn against me
I can’t live without you.
Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya
Why don’t you know? Why that man?
I can’t see you being so sad anymore.
Please forget about the love that makes you ache,
Put away, please! I am going to save you from that aching love.
My heart tears apart when i see you shedding your tears
Without a reason, i can cross over the sea.
Trust me, i call heaven to witness
That this will be our last love yeah
My heart aches when i see you,
I can’t breathe,
My heart aches
He doesn’t love you, so why?
Why don’t you get it? Baby let me
Love ya love ya love ya
I am risking everything, i put a spell, ‘we can be so perfect’
I can’t live without you even if the world will turn against me
I can’t live without you, baby let me.
Love ya, love ya, love ya
Let me love you baby!
I can’t live without you,
Not without you…
A complicated night.
7:58 AM
True enough, I had been thinking about it for very long, not just you, but me as well. Since from the start, I believed that waiting is a good choice in order to achieve what I hope for but unfortunately it proved otherwise. I had been wondering when will it happen to me until yesterday night.
Before I slept, rain started falling just like my heart did. I just can't stop thinking about it even though I know that there's no way back anymore. You know that I'll never give up until you say so. It is not something I wanted but if that's what you want, I guess I have no choice. I might look okay on surface, but actually I'm feeling remorseful and depressing over the incident.
I truly respect your decision, your bravery and I would like to use this chance to say thank you for bringing me one of my happiest moment in life. Hopefully all of these were just merely a dream?
Good luck and add oil in future! Work hard to pursue your dreams and be strong okay? Don't be so lazy eh?
Just a side note, if one day you change your mind, feel free to come back because I'll always be there, waiting underneath the same stars.
Escaping is not a wise choice to begin with, but either way, it wouldn't solve the problem, why bother trying in the first place?
Wake up and face the reality please!
I guess it's over.
12:03 AM
It had been so long since I felt that down (Seriously). Wanting something that's unachievable is like hoping for some miracles which will never happen. I guess this time it's really over, what else can I do?
I felt so helpless sometimes because there's really nothing much left for me to do, maybe silently watching at a side will be the best, but that's just pure stupidity as nothing will be done eventually.
What I hope for might be gone for now, but I'll not give up that easily.
If I have another chance in my life, I will surely grab this one! Be it minor or small, striking for the best and pursuing dreams in life is a vital path to victory!
See ya then on some days where the chances arises (be it 0.1% or lower)
Never Give up and stop believing. Patience does pay off some days in life, cheers!
