A complicated night.
True enough, I had been thinking about it for very long, not just you, but me as well. Since from the start, I believed that waiting is a good choice in order to achieve what I hope for but unfortunately it proved otherwise. I had been wondering when will it happen to me until yesterday night.
Before I slept, rain started falling just like my heart did. I just can't stop thinking about it even though I know that there's no way back anymore. You know that I'll never give up until you say so. It is not something I wanted but if that's what you want, I guess I have no choice. I might look okay on surface, but actually I'm feeling remorseful and depressing over the incident.
I truly respect your decision, your bravery and I would like to use this chance to say thank you for bringing me one of my happiest moment in life. Hopefully all of these were just merely a dream?
Good luck and add oil in future! Work hard to pursue your dreams and be strong okay? Don't be so lazy eh?
Just a side note, if one day you change your mind, feel free to come back because I'll always be there, waiting underneath the same stars.
Escaping is not a wise choice to begin with, but either way, it wouldn't solve the problem, why bother trying in the first place?
Wake up and face the reality please!
